To him..

I want you to know that everything that I said to you, I meant. The 'I love yous' and the 'Marry me' and the 'Forever and always' meant the world to me. I don't know what I did to make you want to leave without a word. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I try and try to forget about you but I just can't. You are always on my mind, in everything that I do, every song or movie there you are reminding me just how wonderful it was to have you. Out of all the people in the world, out of everyone that I've loved why did it have to be you to rip my heart to shreds? You were supposed to be my prince charming. We were supposed to get married and have kids and live happily ever after. How could you do this to me? Was it all just a big lie? Did you ever love me like you said you did? I hope that one day I can forgive you and never think about you like this. I hope that I find someone who can show me what it really feels like to be loved. One day we will cross paths and I'll look at you and you'll look at me and I'll smile, reminding you of how wonderful your life could have been with me. Life will go on and you and I will just be part of a horrible past that I never wish upon anybody. I did love you with all my heart, with everything in me. I hope you have found peace and someone to love better than you did me. Good luck in everything that you do. 

Love the girl you once called 'Angel'